Huh....

I noticed something about myself today. I am completely incapable of having one hand wet, and the other not. I was putting a load into the washer, and rinsing out the soap's cap, one hand getting wet. I immediately rinsed my other hand.
I'm always doing that. If one hand gets wet for one reason or other, I need the other one wet. I've been doing that since I was a kid. Perhaps it's because I like jumping in with both feet in almost everything I do. Thankfully, I have begun thinking before leaping. I'm making better decisions, and get more positive things going. Feeling pretty proud of myself.
Right now, my focus is getting a job. Yes, in this economy, it will be no small feat. Hoping that I won't end up having to get a restaurant job. It's not one of my favorite jobs, but if that's what it takes, I'll do it. Thankfully, I'm not just chasing getting a job. I'm looking into going back to school to study radiology.
I'm also learning how to ask for help. I used to avoid that, even if it meant my own detriment. I've finally learned that it's ok to ask, and have also learned that no one would judge me for asking. You can't get things done by not asking.