for now

Next month, I get married to Brett. We've been together for over a year now, and it still seems unreal. I'm glad.

Mattie calls Brett dad now, and he loves her as if she's his own child.

I'm struggling with bad fatigue and pain today. I can't keep my mind going on what it was I was going to do, or even stay on thought for long.

I hope I can figure out what it was I was planning on getting done today and have the energy to get it done.